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LUMIX DMC-G71
Monday, October 26, 2009 6:49 PM  Isnt he just prefect.. I WAAANT!!!.. so badly.. i think i finally found the right camera for me.. its small and has all the functions i need in a camera.. and it looks sooo awesome.. it fits my style.. ooooh baby im gonna get you sooooon..
HELLO MONDAY!!
Monday, October 19, 2009 12:45 AM the weekend is officially over.. sad!.. i was having fun with the long weekend.. thankz for the 3 days of no work.. dewali was good.. it was my first dewali where i didnt stay home and slp.. im soo happy i went out with peanut.. i met isaac at 3 plus after his work.. headed down to khubarens house which was sooo fun because of his cute and very playful doggy and his very happening dad.. his mum's fried chicken POWER!! after we ate we waited for uma den we four headed to her place.. and by this time we were actually full but we still ate at her place.. she had fish cake sambal.. MY FAV!! after eating that i got sooo full i thought i might actually have to throw up to be able to walk but thank goodness i didnt.. we stayed at uma's till 10.. i just wanted to go home, change into my short and baggy tee and slp but we had to go to thibans house too.. we went but didnt eat anything.. thibans house is awesome.. i want to move in.. since we didnt eat at thibans house on sat we went over just now and ate.. the mums biriyani is soooo yummy.. but her mutton curry was the BOMB!!!!! like seriously.. i just kept asking the mum if she wanted a daughter and to take me.. waaa.. thiban is sooo lucky to have a mum who can cook soooo amazingly.. will be spending more time at his place with or without isaac.. hehee.. aarrr.. trw i have work.. aaaahhhH... but at least no kids.. just have to teachers things.. im grateful for that.. im soo slpy.. GOOD NIGHT! 
aaahie..
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 9:32 PM im suffering again.. problems have started to come up and when you have a few problems it always seems like there's always more popping up everyday.. i've been very moody since the week started.. i've been shouting at family and workmates.. everything seems to bug me so easily.. i hate being like this.. finding the brighter side to work hasnt been easy.. even 'working for the kids' has lost its meaning.. im thinking of changing career paths.. but i cant quit so fast.. i still a few more mths till my bond ends hence more time to really think about it.. thinking is what im doing.. my days are a bore.. i work and i come home.. when i go out there is nothing much to do for see.. i've tired almost everything and those i havent tired i cant afford.. so what do i do.. been wanting to get away from everything.. just for the weekend.. somewhere near by.. i just want something new and different.. some place where i know no one.. i should.. i will.. i think after this i will look up on beach resorts.. thank gaaad no work trw.. i seriously cannot stand to see those ugly faces at work 4 days in a row..
love profile ah..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 12:06 AM
19.09.09
Sunday, September 20, 2009 1:04 AM i had a busy bee day.. met isaac early with the plan of shopping.. i really need clothes.. i want to get some cute tops and a pair of light blue jeans.. i didnt know it was soooo hard to find a nice pair of light blue jeans.. aiyo!! well.. im happy with what i brought today.. a cool top from dickies.. two dresses from bugis village and a cute top too... later when i wake up im going to get my flats and hopefully find a good pair of light blue jeans.. sooo anyways.. after shopping Isaac and i decided on getting a tattoo.. we talked loads about it.. since its our first time getting one we thought it would be cool to get matching tattoos.. we also spoke about gettin it at the same place which is our upper back but i was worried about having to take of my top to do the tattoo and all so i didnt.. i got it on my lower back instead and im soooo happy with it.. I LOVE IT!! i esply love that Isaac and i have the same tattoo.. i got the tattoo for many reasons.. 1) i've always wanted to get one.. 2) i wanted to get the same as Isaac.. 3) it has become a symbol for me, i have gone thru so many things in life, be it about family, friends, money , "love" problems... i suffered a few times but after being with Isaac my suffering is less and thats because of him, i know being with him will make my life the way i want it to be.. he just makes me soo happy.. so i got the tattoo to show how much i love him and how much my life is going to get better because im with him.. i want to get moreeee done.. im thinking of designs now..
death makes you think..
Sunday, September 13, 2009 3:54 AM recently my dear cousin lost her love to a fatal car accident. the boy was only 2o. to young to go.. i met the boy only once but i could see my cousin loved him and he loved her. i will never know how she feels till i lose my own, which i dont wish for, but i could only imagine how she feels. i know she's going thru a hard time and i know it is going to be hard for some time. i just wish she didnt have to go thru it. i hate seeing my loved ones in pain. it hurts me in a way. im worried about her but she is a strong woman and i know she will get better, i just hope soon. death makes you think more about life than anything else on earth. i find that so funny. we start reflecting on our lives and the people in it, we start looking at the world in a whole new way, but sad that doesnt last long. most of us, in our rush to become 'someone in life' forget the simple things in it. i have always been appreciative of the world around me but lately i havent been thinking much about the people in my life, like my family and some friends. i love my family a lot, although it doesnt show much, i really do. its just hard sometimes to make them understand my views but i love them without a doubt. my father has never been perfect but im glad he stuck around. he never bothered about me much but showed me many things about life. i think a little like my father. i love animals and plants because of him. and i love him and although he shouts at me at the weirdest times and about the weirdest things i still cannot imagine my life without him. my mother did as much as she could. life has been hard on her and i didnt help make it easier in anyway. we had our own little problems, we still do but we still need each other in the end of the day. i miss her whenever she goes to India for months on end. i still will cry, at least once because she isnt with me. if anything happened to her i would die. i love you amma. thank you for teaching me to treat everyone the same, thank you for teaching me how to love. my brothers and sister are so different from each other and from anyone else i know. each of them have taught me different things, for example: my brother prakash taught me how to crack jokes and we had and still have many fun times disturbing my other family members. my sister taught me a few girly things here and there, she took care of me when i was little like i was her own. till now she is the only person who will stand up and fight for me. she is the most easy going person i know. if she ever makes noise than everyone knows its serious. i look up to her. my other brother arun is the sweetest guy i know. he could never hurt a fly unless it was attacking someone he loved. when i was younger we would watch cartoons together and sometimes we still do. he was the one who took great care of me when i was younger. always there for me. like a second mother. i love him the most! i have had friends who came and went. my true friends stayed and i treat them like family. these are the people who i experienced life with and they helped me learn more about myself and with their help i was able to understand what type of person i am and who i want to be. i own many things to them and would do anything for them. i've fallen in love many times, or more like thought i was in love. but none of them were true. till now, my special someone has proven to me he isnt like the rest and has mended my broke heart. he just being his beautiful self has made me fall in love with him without me even realising i was falling. i taught i was strong enough to hold these feeling and thoughts back but not from him. and im glad i didnt screw this relationship up because he could be it. not only do we have fun whenever we are together, we can be serious when the time calls for it. he has always been there for me when i needed someone and he doesnt judge me. he takes such good care of me and lets me act like a spoilt baby when i want to. we think alike and want the same things for our grown up future. he is smart and easy on the eyes. what more could i ask for. he is perfect. and i want him forever. i want to be his wife and the mother of his children. him i love the most. if i lose him i will never be the same. i will never love another man the way i love him. that i know for sure. im going to change a little bit more and start showing the people i care about how much i love them. PS: take some time off and smell the roses.
harlow old friend
Sunday, September 6, 2009 2:34 AM harlow old friend.. its been sometime since we've met.. like a reallllyyy loong.. cant blame me.. whatever time i have i slp or spent it with the loved ones and when i actually get online im too lazy to type.. but today i want to.. where do i start.. i brought an E71 and im broke now but it was money worth spent.. its an awesome phone.. but im still learning how to use it properly.. and when i do im going to hav the time of my life!! hmm.. i've been seeing alot of monkeys around my area.. its starting to freak me out.. i hope they do something about them soon.. i actually saw a monkey almost attacking a fella.. soo dangerous.. work is hell but its common at the old WL.. im trying my best to make it better but i need help.. i just keep telling myself im a strong indian woman and i just keep pulling thur.. but im sooo sure the moment i get my dip im out of tt place.. i cant get into detail now caz im really tired.. but the last thing that i want to say is im having the time of my life with my peanut and I LOVE YOU!!! good night..
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